I’ve had a long year but I’m trying to see it as one of learning.
For as hopeful and exciting as I began 2010, with the idea, development and launch of this website, I was rather impatient. I believe I was supposed to learn patience; we have not found our surrogate family yet. Disappointed and heavy at heart, my dear friend led me to a simple concept. Well, the concept is a bit complex but the book level she sent me, was not (perfect for my still mommy-brain): The Idiot’s Guide to the Law of Attraction. I’ve been working on phrasing every thought, or intention or vibration, positively and without regard for the How. So every bit of cynical and every touch of bitter is corrected in my thoughts as well as what comes out of my mouth. It’s been a tough month for it (isn’t that ironic, the season of giving and love, of holiday and family, yet I can get a bit bitter and cynical. A work in progress), but I’m hopeful.
So:
I want surrogate grandparents for my daughter and a surrogate family for ourselves next year.
I will wait patiently while they prepare themselves.
I want the addition of love and acceptance and joy by our new surrogate grands next year.
I believe this will happen.
If you’d like, pick up this book, it’s small and inexpensive, and read it along with me. If there are more than a few comments that express interest in a discussion thread within the member-forum, I’ll set it up. Together, we can work on sending out a very clear and positive vibration for 2011.
Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and Respect and Appreciation for each of you.
Christene

